"So before I save someone else, I’ve got to save myself".

"I gave all my oxygen to people that could breath

[...]

I drove miles and miles, but would you do the same for me?

Oh, honestly
Offered off my shoulder just for you to cry again

[...]

They gave me the heartache and in return I gave a wing

Its goes on and on and on

Life can get you down so I just numb the way it feels

I drown it with a drink and out of date prescription pills

And all the ones that love me they just left me on the shelf

My farewell

So before I save someone else, I’ve got to save myself

I gave you all my energy and I took away your pain

‘cause human beings are destined to radiate or dream

What line do we stand upon ’cause from here looks the same?

And only scars remain

[...]

But if don’t Then I’ll go back

To where I’m rescuing a stranger

Just because they needed saving just like that

Oh, I’m here again

Between the devil and the danger

But I guess it’s just my nature

[...]"

Avrei tante cose da dire su questa canzone, dal fatto che mi ricorda tutti gli sforzi che ho fatto per aiutare gli altri per ritrovarmi poi a domandarmi "ma perché? Dove erano loro quando io avevo bisogno?", perché la frase "so before I save someone else, I've got to save myself" si sposa perfettamente con una cosa che mi hanno detto giusto ieri, come avrei da dire mille altre cose, ma Save Myself di Ed Sheeran parla per me, in ogni singola parola, e io la sto ascoltando in loop pensando a quanto vorrei saper piangere per buttare fuori tutte le cose negative.